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Tuesday, 22 February 2011

You find a glimmer of happiness in this world,
and there is always someone who wants to destroy it.”
- Finding Neverland
You can never make the same mistake twice.
The second time you make it, it’s no longer a mistake, it’s a choice.

don't be reckless with other people's hearts.
don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.
"So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't,
and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it, if it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."
-Grey's Anatomy

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
and what am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up that you’re ok.
Anyone can make you happy by doing something special,
but only someone special can make you happy
without doing anything.
Sometimes the things you want the most don't happen,
and what you least expect, happens. I don't know -
you meet thousands of people and none of them really touches you..
And then you meet that one person and your life is changed. Forever.
( Love and Other Drugs )
Every time somethings means a lot to you, you push it
away before it can push you away.
When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults.
You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults
and overlook the excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure.
There are rare chances that you will meet the person you love
and who loves you in return. So once you have it, don't ever let go.
There chance might never come your way again.
Don't base permanent decisions on temporary emotions..

Monday, 21 February 2011

In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead
and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old people's
home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too
healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work,
you get a gold watch and a party on your first day. You work for
40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You
party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are
ready for high school. You then go to primary school, you become a
kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until
you are born. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in
luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating and room service
on tap, larger quarters every day and then Voila!
You finish off as an orgasm!"
— Woody Allen

Everyones got a sad story. It doesn't excuse anything.
love is pure love is blind love means slowly losing your mind.
I don’t pretend to be captain weird. I just do what I do.
–Johnny Depp
If I handed you a pill right now that could kill you instantly and painlessly,
would you take it?
When you go through life feeling like you aren’t important, and nobody cares, and you feel as if you’re never safe,
the best feeling in the world is trusting someone who makes you feel warm, and good, and okay for once.
And the worst feeling in the world is losing that person.

Thursday, 17 February 2011

All discarded lovers should be given
a second chance, but with somebody else.
it is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth
about how they feel. the smart ones keep themselves
to themselves for good reason. why would you want to
tell anyone anything that’s dear to you? even when
you like them and want nothing more than to be closer
than close to them? it’s so painful to be next to
someone you feel strongly about and know you
can’t say the things you want to.
I always felt like I was meant to have
been born in another era, another time.
-Johnny Depp
my boys are like boomerangs,
no matter how far i throw them,
they come back
I get too emotionally attached to books and their characters.
I always find myself thinking ‘I want friends like these’ or ‘I wish
I could meet this person’ or better yet, I wish this was my life.
I find it so hard to put down a good book because I become
so immersed in this fictional world that I don’t want to go back
to my ordinary, boring little life. So I escape it… for a while.
And it works. When I read, I don’t feel like a shell. I don’t feel
empty. I don’t feel the loneliness as much either. In Garden
State, they say ‘It’s like you feel homesick for a place that
doesn’t even exist.’ Well that’s exactly it. It’s as if I belong
somewhere that isn’t real.
So who am I? And where do I go from here?
Expectation is the root of all heartache.
-William Shakespeare

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

It’s crazy how he can’t bear to see me by another guys side,
but he doesn’t want me right by his, either.
One of my favorite things in the world is meaningful nonsense.
Sometimes you read something or see something that you don’t really understand,
but it really speaks to you. You may not know what it means,
but you know it’s meaningful, and that it has changed you.

and it became so clear so suddenly. darling, you're allergic to honesty
When you start to know someone,
all their physical characteristics start to disappear.
You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin.
You see only the essence of the person, not the shell.
That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty. You can lust after it,
be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes
and your body but not your heart. And that’s why,
when you really connect with a person’s inner self,
any physical imperfections disappear, become irrelevant.
It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason,
shifting under the blankets & feeling the heat of the person next to you.
You turn around & see them in their most peaceful, innocent, & vulnerable state.
They breathe as though the weight of the world lies on anyone's shoulder
but their own. You smile & kiss their face gently before turning back around
& somehow, an involuntary grin forms on your face.
Just before you drift off to sleep, you feel an arm wrap around your waist
& you know.
I wanted everything to stay the same, but feelings fade and people change.
One of my favorite things in the world is meaningful nonsense.
Sometimes you read something or see something that you don’t really understand,
but it really speaks to you. You may not know what it means,
but you know it’s meaningful, and that it has changed you.
I've never met someone so unbelievable as you.
You're everything to me; you have been since the first time we talked
and you will continue to be for the rest of my life. No one could ever,
or will ever, replace you. Even if I tried to forget you,
I'd just be rushing my heart. You have my heart and that I promise you.
When I'm with him I get this feeling I never had with anyone else.
Philophobia: fear of emotional attachment;
fear of being in, or falling in love
girls talk shit and boys are full of it.
(910): so just in case you wake up on the couch wondering how you got there--
you came home at 7 am, put ice in a cup--then you proceeded to put the cup
in the microwave and melt it because you "wanted water".
You then, fell down the stairs while saying "you don't know me"
then crawled to the couch.
(C) TFLN

What's below perfectly fits my boyfriend:)
When a man is in love, he can suddenly take off his stern face
and act like a kid again. He can make weird, little noises while he tickles his girl;
blow up his cheeks with air and make monkey faces;
blow into her belly and make those fart sounds. He can be silly,
yet be serious when needed. More than anything,
he can tell her that he’ll love her forever,
even if he doesn’t know how the future will try to break his relationship.
What’s important, though, is that as lovey-dovey as it all sounds,
he indulges in it, and believes in it enough to put in the effort to make it last.

Monday, 14 February 2011

I put the "pro" in procrastinator!
Love is a behavior; not a feeling it's the way somebody treats you everyday,
all day not just when their life is going well.
Love without trust is like a car without an engine.
You can try to push, but it won’t get you far.
You're going to catch a cold from the ice inside your soul.
Someone will always be prettier. They will always be smarter.
Their house will always be bigger. They will drive a better car.
Their children will do better in school,
and their husbands will fix more things about the house.
So let it go, and love yourself and your circumstances.
Think about it: the prettiest women in the world have turmoil in their house,
and the highly favoured woman at your job may be unable to have children.
And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes -
might be lonely. And the world says "if I have no love, I am nothing.
" So again, love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning
and smile and say "I am blessed to be stressed
and too anointed to be disappointed. Winners make things happen;
losers let things happen.
Don't like gay marriage? Don't get one.
Don't like abortions? Don't get one.
Don't like drugs? Don't do them.
Don't like sex? Don't have it.
Don't like your rights taken away?Don't take away anybody else's

it takes courage to stand up to your enemies,
but it takes even more courage to stand up to your friends.